That's. It.

[ladymirth]

I have fever. Again. 

And my SAT exam starts at 8 o'clock tomorrow. 

Fuck it. Fuck it all. Fuck it all to smithereens. 

I don't understand this. I was fine this morning. FINE! And now I feel like a truck's going over me.

STOP DOING THIS TO ME!! I DON"T DESERVE IT!! I DON"T!!!! THIS ISN"T FUCKING FUNNY ANY MORE!!! I NEED THOSE SATS SCORES!! 

Is it too much to ask that I'll have at least one semester free of sickness and absences?! I don't have time for this shit!! I'm taking FOUR friggin' subjects this semester!! I NEED to get back my 4.0!! I won't be an A minus girl again, I WON'T!!!!

I don't know what the shit this is, God, the Cosmos, Karma, whatever the fuck. But I'm done with you. You gonna kill me, you'll need to be a bit more upfront about it. I don't care if I have bloody pneumonia. I'm never going to admit to being sick again. I'm not going to five different doctors just to get myself poked and prodded and told that I really don't have wheezing when I can feel my lungs rattling against my ribs with every breath I take. I'm not going to let Thatthi inform me that it's my own bloody fault for not getting enough excercise and having showers at night. (What kind of bloody old wives' tale is that?) 

No more pills and ice packs and lying down. No MORE. Bring on the migraines and the nausea and everything in between! I'll show you, you motherfucking ....things!!!!

Bring it on, bitch!!! Let me show you just how sick I am!!!!

Comments

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

Oh, crap. *hugs* Hope you get better, Hasini, and that you don't miss your exam.

♥

Anna.