Behold, the Effects of DOPE.

[ladymirth]

I love yous guys, and I love your comments. I wish I had time to reply to them all, because I squish every one of them. But I can't tonight, and maybe not tomorrow as well because I am eternally doped to high heaven these days. Maybe I shall still be asleep and on drugs like some kind of junkie next year too. Maybe I'll never get off drugs and am destined to sleep 3/4ths of my life away. 

Am weaving with sleep as I type this. Am always sleepy now. Maybe it's how these things work. You can't be depressed when you're sleeping all the bloody time. 

I love you and my RL friends and especially Pavithri and Sadhini and my darling Nadeesha, who is out clubbing tonight, even though she lost her voice at dinner last night. Stupid woman. I love her. I don't want her to go away in February. Happy Birthday, baby girl, and may you answer your phone once in a while. Still have no idea what to get you for your birthday, btw. 

I shouldn't be whining so much. Pavithri doesn't whine half so much as I do and she has a lot more reason to whine because her life sucks more than mine at the moment. But then she has a super cool boyfriend who sends her blings, so maybe it doesn't. My boyfriend never sent me blings back when I had one. All the guys who were ever interested in me seemed to live to annoy the living daylights out of me. I wish I were a lesbian. A girlfriend would send me blings, I bet. 

This post would be so much more amusing if I were actually drunk instead of just loaded down with dope. A drunk post is not as amusing when you actually manag to spell all the words right. At least I think I spelt them all right. Boo to me. 

Me going to crash now. Hope I dream of having a foursome with the Jared, Jensen and Sandy McCoy. I am gay for that woman, I tells ya. 

Right. Shall crash. Doped posting is FUN. Must do it more often. 

To f-lock or not to f-lock, that is the question. 

Oh, fuck it. Not like anybody but you guys read this thing anyway. Uninvited pervy LJ lurkers must cover their eyes and go awai. Gate crashers. Bah. 

Beddy bye now. I love you. And I love Jensen Ackles. But I don't love my psychiatrist very much, because she is a mean lady who makes me take meds that make me post embarrassing drunk posts. But there is always Jensen Ackles. 

* goes off to have pervy dreams about the Pretty*

Comments

[pgwfolc.livejournal.com]

If the meds you're taking aren't agreeing with you, talk to the doctor who gave them to you.

It's possible that side effects will go away once your body adjusts.

But it's also possible that they're not the right meds for you. That you'd be better off with something else, maybe from the same family. Or maybe that you need a different dosage. There are a lot of options, and everyone's needs and reactions are unique. Might take a little trial and error to find the right combination.

Glad you're taking them. Hope they're helping. But make sure you're taking what's right for you.

[lostprincess87.livejournal.com]

Don't be silly sweetie, this storm will blow over alright?? Just have faith in yourself. And no you won't turn into a new generation Rip Van Winkle. I WON'T LET YOU! Remeber the Ackles-thon. Our all Ackles content watching marathon. We should do that! Part of our special therapy session! Oooh Ackles in a thong. Now thats a thought. Do you think he'll look good? Urrrghh Pervy thoughts! *blushes*
Sweetie, your life doesn't suck, just because this is happening it isn't a cause to list it as sucky. Because as I said before it will blow over. I didn't have squat when I was going through what you were going. I kept it inside, didn't tell anyone. Wrong decision yes, so your at least willing to climb out of the hole you accidentally fell in. We are all here for you, because you are great person and I love you to bits. If you hadn't been there for me like you did I don't think I'd be this strong.
Hehe sweetheart, Dinuka is an exception. My ex was a scum bag. I was blind enough to think he loved me, he was only a waste of time, energy, love and money! I went through shit before I found Dinuka. Until your soulmate comes your way, we'll be your source of bling and all things silly :P
Hehe you remember what we talked about at the end of December... Lesbians it is then! :P
HASI! I had a mental image right now. Scarred for life :P hehe Sandy is nice isn't she? She was so adorable in Cry Wolf.
hehe See there are fun things to be done when doped up. I actually had fun scaring the shit out of Dinuka to see whether he would run for the hills. The things I made the poor guy do. I shall pray for his suffering along with mom's!
I really like your last paragraph. Yes baby girl, there's always Jensen Ackles and your foursome!
I can't help being amused. "Doped Posting is FUN"! Hell yeah. I'm doped up on pain killers.
You be good and hang in there.
Miss you woman! I want my baby girly!!!! :'(

*Squishy hugs*
Love YOU!!! MWAAAAAAH

[lostprincess87.livejournal.com]

And another thing love, like Paul said talk it out with your doctor to see whether the drugs are compatible. Because some don't work. My doc used me as his testing guinea pig. Eventually i found one that fit my bill. Your coping better than I did. I threw tantrums and I had reverse effect. Rather sleeping I wasn't sleeping though I took loads of anti-depressants and sleeping pills. Eventually when I found the one that worked on me, I let it straighten me out and I stopped going to the Doctor as well as taking the medicine. So you are not going to be doped up alright! Have faith! Love you!!!!

[laramoon.livejournal.com]

I suck at words of wisdom, but I'm really good at hugs, so I'm sending plenty along with this post. *HUGS* I hope you adjust to the drugs (or get better ones) soon - in the meantime, have great dreams. ;)

[purplephoenix03.livejournal.com]

I have to say, I know you're doped up and everything, but this post was so much fun to read. It's ramble but it's sincere and honest ramble :)

Enjoy your dreams! I think I want some pervy dreams myself…