Awesomecakes: Grab 'em while they're pipin'!

[ladymirth]

First the Superntural fandom went collectively stupid over a "brutal honesty" meme (there is no such thing. Only nastiness cloaked as forthrightness) and now when the predictable has happened and many are left to lick their wounds and bathe them with tears, they have started up a love meme. Oh, SPN fandom, don't ever grow up. *g* *loves my silly fandom* 

Not that I object to the love meme thing. Everybody needs a little lovin'. We are mostly women here, after all and they say women are like the police - they can have all the evidence in the world, but they still try to get the confession. 

In fact, I was thinking of putting my name up there as well, when I realized I didn't need to. I know you love me. You make that clear to me with every comment you make, with your generosity, your constance and your empathy with me through my happiness as well as my sorrows. I'm not entirely sure I deserve it, because sometimes I am not as up to date with my own flist as I'd like to be and sometimes I feel like I may be ignoring you when I get caught up in my own life. But it's a wonderful gift to have and I'm not going to second-guess it. 

FLIST, YOU ARE OFFICIALLY FANTABULICIOUS! 

So here's the thing. I want anybody who's in the mood for a little lovin' to comment on my journal and I'll give you an Awesomecake, i.e tell you why exactly you are so fantastic and why I love having you on my flist. I have a lot of love to give these days, both IRL and on LJ, so get them Awesomecakes while they're hot! 

*hugs you all*

Comments

Re: CAKE!!!

[ladymirth.livejournal.com]

You're the reason that I'm posting this entry in the first place. You don't just make me feel loved, you make me feel like I deserve to be loved. That's a feeling I've struggled to achieve for years. You look at me like I'm something infinitely precious and when you hold my hand, you hold it as if it's something delicate and valuable. Nobody has ever treated me like that. You make me feel grounded and calm, like I'm being taken care of, like I can rest assured that I'll always find love in the world. You make me want to become the woman you believe me to be.

I've always looked up to you and I always will. Getting to know you the way I am now, I realize that we two are so similar that it's uncanny. I figure if I can be half as good a person as you, I must have done okay in my life.

I don't know whether I'll ever be able to love you the way you want me to. I don't know whether things will work out for us even if I do. But I do know that you're someone I'm going to need to keep close in my life for as long as you'll let me.

*hugs*

Re: CAKE!!!

[roaringsprite.livejournal.com]

You know, whenever you come up with something like this, You leave me completely speechless..... so much for debating i guess.

well I'm really glad you feel this way, because nobody deserves it more than you do. If I look at you like that, it is because you ARE someone infinitely precious..... and you need to start believing that. You already are the most amazing person I've ever met, and you're only going to get even more so with the passing of time.

I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't hoping with every fibre of my being that you will eventually be able to feel THAT way about me. Neither am I going to pretend that it isn't going to be a fairly large blow if you feel that you can't. But whatever happens down the line, just like i told you, I'm not going to look back and regret ANY of this. And rest assured, I'll always be there by your side, In whatever capacity you want me to be, for as long as you want me to be...

hugs